October 2010
Curently Daydreaming
JV lost to Gateway yesterday. Varsity brought it back after loosing first two games. YEEEEEEEEE. my girls <3 so after we won, the whole team was like LET’S GOOOOOOOOOOO! halloween dance! ahaa. it was aiight. the decorations were like AMAZING, could have better music though. so yeah. changing in the car and makeup and everything. haha. that was pretty awesome. the three of us, me davia and...
Another short little chapter of my life
I should really be finishing up my trigonometry right now, but I just can’t seem to focus anymore. Which sucks, cause I still have like 2 more subjects to go, and it’s already 7:01. Tumblr is pretty much addictive. I know I haven’t been blogging lately cause I’ve been thinking about lots of things lately, and just didn’t have the energy to write it all out. Another...
Mosquito Bites
Worst day ever ! My eye is fucking swollen, along with 6 other bites all from the fucking mosquito. I heard it last night too, I’m like are you fucking kidding me. I didn’t know it would be this serious. I woke up this morning and I’m like fuckkkkk. So I went to school. I took my meteorology final and I was like I couldn’t take this no more. My eye was so tired, I...
“best day of sophomore year so far (:”
Welcome to Varsity
Today was okay… our game against gateway maaang. JV could have totally killed them ugh! won first game, lost second game by 1, lost third game by 2. They seriously sucked and we could have done soooo much better =/ BUUT i DID make all my over hand serves except 1. =) so i’m happy. first time at home gym!! well so we were pissed when we lost. I WAS PIIISSSEDD. so we had a meeting while...
YOU KNOW THIS SONG
Spongebob. <3
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PRESS PLAY AND FUCKING SING IT.
DO NOT PRETEND...
oh, you're gonna text me huh?
Yes, I got excited for a moment. Right when you apoligized and you told me you would text me in a bit. Who am I kidding. I knew it was never gonna happen. Not this weekend at least. I don’t know what went wrong. I guess I just don’t feel the same anymore. These past two weeks I have been feeling so down and the weeks seem like they’re going soooooo slow I would have just...
Began thinking
I began thinking different last night. What if he wasn’t the one that first started talking to her. What if it was HER that first said hey to him. I believe this better. Now I question myself. Why don’t I believe him? I believed and trusted him last year. I’m pretty sure nothing really changed about him besides what he feels about me. Why was I so angry? I should have known that...
October 6
Okay. So I was reading all my posts from the week and I know I’m a bit repretitive on things, but it’s just been in my head for so long. I was reading all the posts before the one that i posted last night and thinking about how the feeling of each post changes. It started out by saying how much I miss the old us and how I want everything to be back to last year where we were the best...
October 5
Fuck him. This time, I promise that I WILL get over him. No matter what. I know that I am angry and furious right now and this might sound like bullshit or maybe it’s just cause I’m on my period, but I know that this mood won’t change. I fucking hate him. I didn’t even finish my homework, and I just gotta get all my anger out. like NOW. So I was looking through his facebook...
the next day
Today has been such a boring day. I seriously didn’t do nada. no texts whatsoever, nada. And so my lazy ass been in front of this computer screen for pretty much the whole night. I was just searching through my old saved aim convos. And I wanted to read each one that I saved that was from him.
Reading this line broke my heart; elirulestheworld (11:50:12 PM): really?! omg! I love you Ty Ty...
