Today was seriously the longest day ever. It felt like it kept dragging on and on and on! like damn, when is it ever gonna end? Well went to Teaway with Ryan and Shannon today after school. My passion fruit green tea tasted like shit tho and I added too much tapioca. Well excuse me for wanting more! Got popcorn chicken, squid balls, sweet potato fries, and green tea ice cream to mix together. It was so good. LOL. love them <3 I wish every day was like this. No practice, no worries. 3 more weeks. I can do it!!!!!! Well I texed him today and his thinking about his reply always made me smile. It wasn’t the old “hello”, it showed that he missed me and wants to talk! Love that about him! LOL, well it was really good catching up even though the conversation didn’t last long. But it still made my day :) Currently procrasting on my homework though. I know that I should finish early so I can go to sleep early but I am absolutely terrified of practice tomorrow. We played horrible yesterday, and I really don’t wanna have to run suicides or do conditioning the whole time. I am extremely scared. I wanna survive!
Had my debate today and it was awesome! Stayed up til 1 doing my speech last night and it was so worth it. I knew exactly what was going on and when they asked us questions, I was able to answer it and back it up with facts. I love those moments where you work really hard and it def paid off. I won my debate, and it was incredible! Then afterwards Eli and Jackson said I did really well. Eli hugged me and idk, it wasn’t like the old feeling where I’m like omg, I’m hugging him. It was like a really nice friendly hug. He was my best friend and I realize that he will always have a part inside my heart no matter what. No matter how much we’ve both changed or how much we grew apart, I always find him connected to me attached by a thread or something. Idk, it was just a really nice feeling cause he was there to support me. Even though he has hurt me countless time, he’s still one of my best friends and always will be even if he doesn’t know it :P