I know he thinks he’s very cool and up to date whenever he uses him computer, when he can barely even type. It’s still like -___- though cus he asks me for help every time he goes on. He’s exactly like my sister now. My sister always uses my other computer at my grandma’s for facebook, while my dad unplugs my internet here at home to plug into his computer. -____-” so now whenever I need to use any one of my computer, it takes longer for it to be all my space. Blegh. So my dad just asked me to sleep in my sister’s bed tonight so he could use the internet in my room so he can go on the computer to watch movies and sent instant messages to his friends. Like omg though, NO. I have a fucking astronomy poster to do on top of other homework to do. I don’t even know how much fucking hours of sleep I can get tonight. 10 more days of astronomy! LEGGGGOOOO!
Just because we’ve drifted away from each other, doesn’t mean that I’ve forgotten about you. At times I still look back at all of the memories we’ve made together and remember how happy we both were. Things aren’t like that anymore, but it’s okay. Maybe it’s better this way. Sometimes I just want to hit you up one last time, but I know that it wouldn’t make a difference. I miss you being a big part of my life.
I am currently dying from studying astronomy. So I looked over the notes for today and I realized I understand half of them and there’s this one rotation where I’m like wtf, how did I get that answer? So now for homeowork, I’m practically guessing that it’s the complete opposite in the other hemisphere. I am going to be totally screwed for my first quiz this friday. FML.
Haaaai guys. I’ve been so tired lately :( So we won the game against Leadership on Friday. Me Mayra, and Sophie went to stonestown to get dinner. Then we went to Sophie’s house to shower and get ready for the tournament. It was sooo much fun! Stayed at Super 8 for the night but Criminal minds was good. LOL. Woke up at 7 then went to the tournament. We were 4-2 and then won the consolation finals! YEEE! It was the furthest the school has ever gone! Yeeee buddy! It was hellllllaaa tiring tho. But then went to this taqueria for Kyra’s 18th bday :) Went home, but I was dead pretty much the whole night but my mom gave me a massage :D Went to Aunt Beatrice’s funeral on Sunday at Oakland. Even though I don’t know her well enough to cry, I still got very emotional and teary because she was such a beautiful woman inside and out. Rest in Peace. So today was the first day of astronomy. I’m gonna have such an intense month. Ugh. Fuck. Today was just going over the basics, but it included a lot of thinking and still right now, I’m not 100% confident on all the things we covered in class today. Bleeeegh. I hate school now. Idk why but I’m just tired of all this shit. Working my ass off in school and on the courts. It’s just so tiring. I just need a break where it doesn’t evolve anything that uses energy. I just want to lay in bed and think. Think about nothing even. I want a break from reality.
You pay so much more attention to the little things than you did before. Their daily outfits suddenly become that much more attractive and the music they listen to becomes the soundtrack to your life or something. You catch yourself constantly staring at them - every little movement they make captures your attention a little more every time. Their existence becomes a tonic, making you feel that much more stronger when you’re lucky enough to see them.